Raya di perantauan

Wello (new way to say well, hello)! Selamat hari raya.. Urmmm ni tahun ketiga (I think) raya haji di perantauan. Mesti ada yg cakap "perantauan benda duk Pahang ja pun ingatkan kau duk Korea ka Ireland ka".. Wtv it is maybe to some people it's okay to be distant from their families but not for me la. Even 3 years beraya (nasib baik raya haji klu raya aidilfitri pun maunya kau nangis penjuru bilik) jauh dari family, rasa sebak aka sedih aka rasa tertusuk tusuk hati ni tu masih lagi ada. Ya la tgk kawan kawan semenanjung kau balik. Kau sebagai Borneoan (?) terpaksa la duk mereput sini unless you have loads money utk fly balik kampong. Cerita sedih ni begini sebenaqnya. Amboi awat utaghaa sangat? I plan to go back sambut raya di rumah lepas ingat duit masuk but unfortunately I was informed we'll be getting it by November. Pernah dengar bunyi bangunan collapse? Mcm tu la bunyi dlm kepala as soon they told us we're not getting any money this month or for the next month. It's freaking 2 months, okay! Skrg baru September (dah boleh kot nyanyi wake me up when September end). Tapi xpa la I tried my best to save bucks and urmmm awal sem biasalah shopping online dan student berpisah tiada. So I decided not to buy anything whether stuffs from any online shop or from the physical mall until I got my dollars, kaching! Apa kau merepek ni tadi cerita pasal raya ni dah melencong jauh cerita psl duit pulak. Sorry I rant a lot when I'm out of muh-ney (tell me who doesn't)

Sambil dengar takbir berkumandang

Nampak dak gambar ataih tu? That's the view from my room. Tulis post ni sambil dengar lagu takbir. Xleh nak sedih lg ke kau ni wa? Haha anywho ni la tahun ketiga I raya jaoh dari family. Japgi sambung tido. Saja tambahkan kesedihan lol. Bye selamat hari raya aidiladha, earthlings! 

Oik it's been a long time since the last time I updated here... Umm lots have been going in my life. Ni masuk sem baru sudah (sem 5). Kiranya ada lg 3 sem okay 3 sem utk habis. Such a pain in the arse! Eh what's new eh? Skrg aku x tinggal dlm KK (kolej kediaman). Org pelik sbb ramai yg berebut mau masuk KK tp aku mau minta pindah luar (bazar @ UMP CITY). Dulu bazar ni guys yg tinggal tp since pengetua 'kerek' ni start memerintah, dia buang la girlssss pegi luar. Kiranya lg banyak kuota for guys tinggal dlm KK. Girls yg sangkut tinggal dlm KK ni sikit ja. Itupun klu ada luck ataupun mmg merit lepas. Ada luck ni aku maksudkan ada 'cable' yg sedia membantu. Mcm aku merit sikit lg mau lepas tp since Persatuan Pencak Silat di UMP ni tolong, so kiranya yg x lepas mcm aku ni pun dpt KK. Ni x sampai seminggu masuk sem baru aku pindah bazar dah. Sehari ja hari tu aku tinggal dlm KK esoknya aku pindah brg masuk bazar. Tp permohonan masi dlm proses..

Okay, cerita psl tinggal luar ni. Aku sudah fikir masak2 baik buruk tinggal luar. Baiknya, ofc.. Variety of foods to choose from. Then bilik xdalah sempit. Luas ok tp ni bilik dorm la bkn mcm di KK sebilik dua org. Dlm bilik aku ada 8 katil tp yg tinggal dlm (setakat ni) cuma ada 4 org. Transport pegi class? They provided us buses utk ulang alik ke campus. As you know perempuan mmg suka complain, so kami complain bus utk balik bazar x cukup. Last bus is at 1830 kau bayangkan klu yg habis class pukul 1600. Mereput la engko tunggu sampai 1830 haha. Kiranya tinggal bazar ni kena disiplin sikit sbb apa sebelum ni klu class pukul 0800 pun boleh ja gerak pukul 0750 atau 0755 tp skrg bangun awal siak! Lepas subuh jgn berangan mau sambung tidur balik. Sbb bus ambik pukul 0715 so mau x mau kau kena awal or else kau pegi class dlm mimpi ja la ya huhu. What I like here is makanan! As I mentioned earlier banyak makanan kau boleh pilih sini. Tp koyak la sbb klu x pandai bajet haa melantak la engko. Mcm aku, sbb baru lg sini kan. Aku dgn Nina mmg hantu klu psl makanan jd everyday and everynight kami mkn sedap. Weh slama aku study di UMP aku x perna mkn sarapan kau tau?! Kemarin aku dgn Nina turun awal dlm pukul 0640 mcm tu haa kau tgk awal pagi dah start food hunting. Aku apa lg melantak nasi lemak bhai. Tinggal sini topik sehari harian psl makanan ja. Aku bangun tidur, trus ckp psl makan. Serious weh! 

Roommate aku mm okaylah masing masing buat hal sendiri. Aku dgn Nina ja yg slalu potpet potpet dlm bilik ni. Ya la xda lain cerita psl "apa mau mkn esok?" "eh we should try this" "klu ada masa kita mkn besar". Ni antara dialog sehari harian kami. Aku duk katil paaaaling hujung. Dekat tingkap. Tp bapak panas klu tghari balik class. Tidur atas lantai woi! Bahang gila. Ni pun hari ni nasib baik hujan. Jd sejuk la sikit bilik ni. Okaylah cukuplah aku update setakat ni. Nanti aku include gambar bilik dlm next post, kayh! :*

DUA PER EMPAT = 3 PER 8

Assalamualaikum. Hai. I'm back. Haa lame jg comeback kita tu. Lama nda update ni blog. Ada dlm 2 tahun juga la. Last post aku mengarut psl dlm kelas masa form 6. Haa berapa tahun sudah tu agak-agak ah? Ceh mcm ja lama. Haha. Ya la skrg aku sudah di universiti kira mcm nampak la juga masa tu berlalu pergi kan. Aku skrg study di UMP Pekan Pahang. Oh ya aku tau ramai juga yg nda kenal ni universiti. Everytime org tanya aku study mana aku cuma jawab di PAHANG. Sbb klu ckp aku study UMP mesti ada soalan susulan

"Eh di mana tu?"
"Nda perna dgr pula."
"Oh UMP! Yg di PERLIS tu ka?"

=,=

Ini antara respon bila aku jawab soalan diorang. Mostly la. Cerita psl kos apa aku ambil sini. Aku ambil B. Eng. Apa tu? Bahasa ENGlish ka? Haha. Cukup mkn saja bah kita punya result MUET ni. Kite x pandai speaking la awak.  Aku sini ambil kos engineering (electronics). Dengar ja ah punya GAH nama ENGINEERING tu kan. Haha. Awalnya aku masuk sini aku dpt program control and instrumentation. Under electric jg tp ada sikit problem so budak-budak control semua terbuang ke program electronics. So redha ja la labu.. So far, subjek-subjek 1st year yg aku suda ambil tough juga la. Mungkin cuma aku yg berperasaan begini. Aku bkn genius mana mahupun rajin jika dibandingkan dgn student lain di sini. Ceh ayat. Result pun bolehlah. Cukup angkat juga. Tidak secemerlang mana dan tidak juga seteruk mana. Bolehlah org kata. Mcm secukup rasa. Hikhok.

Kalau mau diceritakan satu-satu pengalaman masa baru masuk sini mau patah juga jari menaip satu-satu. Haha. Tapi org bilang sambung belajar ni banyak betul bah dugaan. Begitulah yg aku baru masuk sini. Hati tu rasa

"Eh betulkah ah aku punya pilihan ni?"

Memang banyak la dugaan yg menimpa si Wawa ni. Haha. Salah satunya kena suru tukar kos. Lain lg kena suru aku tukar ke UMS. Pulak dahhh. Haha. Aku sampai perang dlm telefon dgn beliau. Aku ingat lagi aku cakap

"Bagus berhenti saja la. Nda payah la sambung mana."

Adui rasa mcm durhaka betul ni perempuan bah jadi anak. Haha ampun umiku sayang. Aku kuatkan hati untuk teruskan disini dgn pujuk rayu roommateku. Aku berjaya jejakkan kaki ke tahun dua. Sial skema ayat. Skrg ada junior suda. Rasa mcm baru ja aku masuk UMP. Hehe. Hari ni masuk minggu kedua kuliah suda. Apa yg aku boleh cakap mmmm... Kuatkan semangat! Pesanan daripada penaja untuk diri sendiri, kawan-kawan dan siapa-siapa la yg terbaca kisah dongeng ni! Haha. Ok. Ini ja untuk first comeback gua di blog yg suda berkurun ni. Nanti ada masa, ada cerita, in sha Allah aku mengarut panjang-panjang lagi. Adios, amigo!

Common feeling

I din go to sch today sbb penat gilerrrr. Well actually nda siap hw. Final sem tpi malas makin membukit. And the syllabus for all subjects are r not-so-interesting. Bio also! I slept in tchr chung's class last monday while she babbling on the slides. I really enjoy procrastinating my works. I left my last month hw undone and i just finished it today. And it's in the midst of july. Dats why i din go to sch. Our maid already gone to her place. So umi and i have to do all the craps in dis house which i put it on +ve side as indoor exercise. I've to do the laundry, feed the pets, clean up their shits all this that exclude sweeping the floor and cook. And luckily my brothers 'helped' me much. Burdensome. I nvr get my beauty sleep since then i've to look after them. Balik sekolah, no time sangat2 utk tgk tv like before. Nvr hv time for novels anymore. My routine is completely changed.

So ive to go now. Will write soon.

say hi to DETERMINATION

assalamualaikum blog ku yg tercinta. are u doing well? yeah. lama nda buka since i started my sch life. eh? sch eh? a'ah. sch la sangat. aha. my time has been stole by some sch tasks tho. there's no time for sighing :(

almost 2 months i'd become a student. FORM 6 student actually. at first it's hard for me to get along. yeah. i dont have much friend. yeah much. not a lot. but days passing by, i started getting the flow of form 6 environment. sch uniform? klu yg itu, mmg sda biasa pun. haha XD i mean, i accept a lot of things and started to open up my mind that study in form six doesn't mean u one of the 'tercicir' student that can't make to any university or matriculation college. yeah. i have to admit that some ppl looked down on form 6; "GOING TO THE UNIVERSITY OR ANY COLLEGE IS ONLY WAY U CAN SUCCESS IN LIFE." "FORM 6? SERIOUSLY. IT'S USELESS. PLUS, U JUST WASTE YOUR TIME." "FORM 6? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"

everybody has their own future. different is the way they create, the way they lead themselves to become a 'PERSON'. a 'SOMEBODY'. ppl, if u think that going to some universities/colleges promising u brighter future. then, why the government serve some places for form 6 student to pursue their study in degree level? wake up la MALAYSIAN. as long as u have the will to study. anywhere u can succeed (in sya Allah).

yes. here, i have my 'pendirian' i'll keep my feet on form 6.

im writing this entry bcoz few days ago, my friends told me i was listed for the 2nd intake at the UMS and they told me to accept the offer. forcing me actually. haha. thx friends. then the other day, a FRIEND named _____________ call me. she said this:

SHE : "Wawa. masuk la kau sini. masih sempat bh ne. smlm pun ada juga yg baru masuk. masih sempat. cepat la kau pack barang mue."

ME : "Haha. nda apa la. lagipun aku tawar hati sda mau trima tawaran. stay f6 ja."

SHE : "Ui wa. apa lg kau mau tolak. masa depan mue bh ne. and blablablabla."

that time. i feel like; what? so u're saying that, i don't have future if i stay in form 6?

ppl. once again, tell your mind to open up. doesnt mean u're college or university student u're good. yeah. don't look down on ALLAH's rezeki. for sure, everyone deserves success. bcos. REZEKI ALLAH ADA DI MANA2. TINGGAL KAU CARI (usaha) SEJA. KAN? 

peace V^.^
no hate ppl. just some mind opening words from me. chill your days. baii