31 December 2009



i want him so bad!
dream boy.
























justin loves.loves.







hari ini bangun awal sikit.

bngun awl sikit. sbb ndk lma lg skul. ndk mw buang msa. huhuu. smua bku sda ak kc abis bca sblum bka skul. orange kiss, honeymoon, mini love, underage apa smua tuh. nti klu bka skul, tkt2 ndk smpat bca. tggl dear yayah tuh jk blum. huhuu~ mls bh mw msuk skul lg. blum ready mw kna upgrade p'form4! hei. skt kpala ak mw tgk bku lg. hrp2 jk ndk separate sma dorg. boring ny tuh. blh ka sda ak main2 next year? tgk la dlu mcmna keadaan. hrp ak dpt pnggilan. amin. apalg mw write cnie? mm. mm. smlm ak tgk kung-fu hustle. sparuh jk! nsib ndk tggl part yg kna cium ular tuh. haha. gra2 mngadap cmputer laa. bodoh laa.

mlm ne abah blk dri kk. hei. tp dorg kaka len mw p'kk hri ne! mls ny! cba la celebrate dlu new year. bru p'shoping sna. bilg mama dah, bnyk lg msa klu pegi 2hb sblum blk brunei 4hb tuh. teda apa2 jg mw round sna. hahaha! apa ndk. ak dgr, dorg trget sda kdai guess sna tuh. hehe! d'brunei susa knun m'cri ahh. abah bilg mw p'sna cuti skul. jln darat. but umi ckp, mw buat pspot lg. hei. once in a life tym bh, me. wa pun mw tgk mcmna rupa org d'sna. huhu :P i bet dorg bsar2 smua. shhh. klu kaka len nmpk, im dead! hehe. c'neerah ak mw jmpa! miss sma dea. huhu! still rmember msa kmi d'kk. mc lg damit2 ne. hehe. skg bsar sda. mybe jmpa pun, ndk sda mcm dlu. haha. hei~ hujan! mcm mw tdo blk ne! tarik slimut. siuk ny!

ok la. idk apalg mw write. currently listen to ONE TIME acoustic :)

30 December 2009

happy new year to all :)

happy new year!
2010!

thts all. blank to write nw.

mowninx world!

mowninx dunia! mowninx sunshine. alamak. jm11 lbih sda bh ne. mw dkt tghari. hehe. bru awake from tight sleep. mimpi c'musa kna uluk d'LRT. haha! e2 yg ndk mw bngun. mw jln! c'nad bwk! tp dea kctw last mnit! "kaching" sy teda o! klu dea saun smlm. blh mnta sma umi. ak pun boring d'umah. hehek. lupa pulak mw tnya. dea spent kli aah. hehe. m'cri kwn dea mw b'jln. klu dea spent, alaa! rugi ny ak ndk ikut! hei, biar laa. hmm. ak mw trun tgk wyg bh. tgk alvin k'2 tuh. pkir2 blk, teda kwn. apalg kaching pun teda. mcmna. haha. malar tgk trailer dlm tv jk. blk2 ckp mw p'tgk. mw bwk ct. hei. dea. bsing jk. mlas tlinga ne mw dgr. mw bwk c'kuning. pnggung tuh, restricted for human only laa. hei! c'sam jauh. kn syg? klu ndk jln2 sda. hehe. biar la. new year cri kwn jln. e2 pun klu dpt kluar. means kaching pun kna bnyk sikit la kn. new year. hehe.

bored! really bored. currently listen to one time (acoustic version) by justin bieber.

i feel rite nw!

mw ggit org skg!
sum1 yg mw kna ggit! im addicted!
mw lpas tnsion!
sve my life plss!....

29 December 2009

yeay!

finally. abis sda ejas2 ne blog. puas hti sda. hehe. b'suk mw tmbh2 lg sikit. skt sda ak pnya p*nt*t ne. haha. hey. ak mw tdo laa. pagi sda. ndk lma lg jm4. gagagaga. daa. mowninx :)

28 December 2009

hehe. teda apa2. cma daily habits.

huu. bru laa siuk sda mandi. dri td b'lalat gra2 ndk mndi. haha. dri bngun tdo, trus mngadap cmputer. si bodoh. haha. ndk lg ingat mw mndi. mkn pun blum ne. hehe. ak bngun jm12 lbih bh td. alaa. jgn heran laa. besa sda kna cuci tlinga anak dara bngun lewat. haha. tp tym ak bngun td, ugam ak hilang sda smua!! yess! blh la mkn lada bnyk2! smlm pnya la skt! t'amat skt! sda la ak ne karau psl nfon, mlut lg skt. heyya. mmg smlm plg teruk. but i hope the days after ths, lbih baik.

hei. ak mc lg bingung ne. kaka jedah sda advice ak. sapot ak msuk hstel. but org d'umah, smua kc tkt2 ak. bkn la kc tkt. abg don kc crita hows his life msa d'sna. dea ndk mw ak stres sma. tp. sia2 jk la ak bubut rsult bgus klu ak ndk msuk. behapa ak mw dpt rsult bgus klu next year, ak pun mcm teda smngat mw continue blajar d'cnie. mcm bnyk msala bh limpas. ne blum lg bka skul. klu sda bka, mna c'sam lg. ak tkt jk dea ne bkin msala. mcm ndk snggup ak mw tgk. mcmna ak mw cncentrate study klu ak nmpk bnyk msala. silap2 stres lg ak d'cnie drpd stres hdup d'hstel. klu msala d'umah, mybe blh hndle. bcz ak sda besa. ne skul. yg msala jenis apa. ak pun ndk tw. hei. b'doa jk la mudah2an ak tenang d'cnie. heeiiiiiihhhhh!!! mw gila ak!!!! nah kn. b'darah sda mlut ku ak p'ggit. tlmpau stres! mna stu! mlm ne umi tnya blk. apa kputusan ak. umi pun ndk mw stop ak klu ak plih utk tggl jauh. but stu jk umi kctw ak, jan smpai ak kna buang gra2 failed tym d'sna.

aik! umi bru cll ak! dea p'pjabat mara tuh. tp ttup! yes! umi apply kn jg!!!!!! alhamdulillah!!!! tggu jk la. dpt ka ndk. klu dpt, alhamdulillah!!! klu ndk, ak trima dgn hti t'buka!!! huhuhu! actually, klu ak plih continue blajar d'cnie wthout try apply d'mrsm tuh. mcm ndk tenang o! but klu ak sda apply, ndk dpt jg. ak blh trima dgn tenang n hati yg t'buka. hehehehe! power ayat ak. but ak hppy skg! kputusan ak ndk pyh buat. nsib ak jk yg tntukn nti. ;)

bonecapuppetproperty.

mcm mw cry dgr ths song.

mana janji manismu.
setia sampai aku mati.
kini engkau pun pergi.
saat ku jatuh dan sendiri.

sad kn ne song? heii..
bonecapuppetproperty.

ak hrp mimpi ne jd knyataan.

smlm. ak tdo, ak mimpi cra2 mw escape dri keadaan yg mengancam nyawa :) hehe
kta blh escape dri dlm beg f tw bahan2 kimia yg blh d'cmpur aduk spaya mnghasilkan chemistryworld. ne la ne. ndk sbr mw blajar sbjek bru nti. chemistry. i knw it was hard. but i'll try. mnatw dreams come true. who knws kn. :)
bonecapuppetproperty.

ada juga pengubat luka ku.

hei! teruk ny smlm. ndk b'tdo. b'kurung jk dlm bilik. tkt mw kluar. bgnie bh ne crita ny, tym ak tdo, adik ak trus kc bngun, dgn muka pucat, nfon ak d'tgn dea, ak pun t'kejut. trus ak tnya, "knpa kmu ne? blum lg tdo?" dorg blg, "ada org msuk umah kta! td ada bunyi bsing d'bwh sna!" dgn suara yg prlahan lg tuh. trus ak buka nfon ak, cll umi. tnya btl ka jg. mumy blg "iya. ada org d'bwh. kli dea msuk dri dapur.." uinaa. ak ne pun, yg trus pucat ne. pnya la ak tkt! abah blg, "jgn kluar. lock pintu blik kmu." makin ak tkt. t'imbas kmbali mimpi seram ak yg srupa btl bgnie. ak tkt klu jd apa2.

brapa mnit lpas tuh. kmi dgr bunyi d'luar. ak suru adik ak p'check. tgk dri bwh pintu tuh. umi sma abah pnya kaki. abah ada pgang p'mukul. ak b'doa sda brabis spaya teda apa2. yg adik2 ak tuh, mcm mw b'latih kung-fu last mnit sda. heii. ak tnya lg sma adik, "bkn kucing ka? mnatw c'kuning blum kna kc kluar?" trus dorg blg, "sda dea kna kc kluar td." ak sms umi. tnya sda repot polis. umi ckp, "blum. tkt2 c'kuning yg bkin msala ne. ne yg mw p'pstikn. tp c'kuning sda kluar bh td." nfon ak vbrate. tgn ak pun ikut vbrate. mw jk tym tuh ak cll polis. tp mcm tkt jg." umi sma abah mc lg m'jga d'luar pintu blik. abah cba pnggil c'kuning. teda menyahut. klu dea ada d'dlm umah, msti dea trus naik kna pnggil. ne teda. makin la ak tkt. mw mati sda ak.

trus ak dgr abah turun. bunyi bsing lg! mmg sah tuh org sda naik attack (dlm pkiran ak..). tp. klu dea naik, knapa umi ndk jerit? bnyk kli bh bunyi bsing tuh. b'doa sda ak brabis smpai ak sms c'sam. tkt btl ak! lupa sda ak psl smua. yg ak pkir psl nyawa. heiii.. yg adikku dua ekor tuh, mc lg b'kung-fu2. aiyoo. makin skt ak pnya kpala. ndk lma pstuh, dgr bunyi d'pintu blik ak. bunyi yg mcm mw bka pintu tuh. ak dgr suara abah. suru bka. bnyk sda d'pkiran ku. brabis sda b'doa mnta2 apa yg ak pkir smua ne ndk btl. ya allah.. ndk tw apa yg d'pkiran ku tym tuh. trus adik ak bka. muka abah yg pucat, tp umi snyum2. aik? whts wrong? trus d'c2, ak pkir sda. kompom c'kuning yg bkin msala. ak tnya umi, "me. sepa la d'bwh td?" trus umi blg, "cua kmu tgk d'tnds. apa yg jatuh." ak p'tgk. astaaaaaaaaa..... sgala sabun botol tuh yg jatuh. adehh. pntat2. ktawa ny ak brabis.

abah pulak, dgn kayu d'tgn, mcm polis tuh bh. mw ckp keadaan smua ny t'kawal. hahaha!!!!! umi ckp sma ak, "abah mue tuh mw jdi C.I.D sda. ada knun dea nmpk org td d'bwh." hahahahahaha! ktawa ak. adehh. tp syukur la teda apa2. skali tba2. ada lg bunyi! smpai abah pun t'kejut bh ak tgk. upany printer lg jatuh. hahahaha! apalaa yg jd ne. ada hntu kli yg kc kna2 ne. hehe.

moral of the story,
-abah yg ska tgk crita S.W.A.T dan crita yg sma waktu dgnny.
-umi jk laa ak tabek. cool jk. nfon pun tdk kc silent. yg ak ne. silent pun. bagagar sda.
-alip, apis yg slalu tgk kung-fu panda, kung-fu hustle jd t'ikut2 sda mw blajar kung-fu last mnit.
-ak? hehe. ak yg ndk alim ne. trus jd alim bh. mka pun trus jd baik. hahaha!
-adik ak yg prmpuan plg ak ska. dea bngun kjap (tym kjadian) tnya knpa, kmi smangat kc crita blk. skali tgk, dea p'smbung tdo. adehh!

inilah 35 mnit plg gila dlm hidup ku. hehe

:):):)
bonecapuppetproperty.

27 December 2009

i love him! saya punya ne. ^^





When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach won't stop stop
And even though it's a struggle love is all we got
And we gon' keep keep climbing to the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

You look so deep, you know that it humbles me
You're by my side, them troubles them not trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

Shawty right there
She's got everything I need
And I'ma tell her one time
Give you everything you need down to my last dime

She makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side
'Cause she is the one

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
One time, one time

:)


bonecapuppetproperty.

26 December 2009

bnci!

bnci btl ak! ndk abis2 ak jk pnya sala! pkir ny ak ne angel yg tedaa sala pnya! geram btl ak. always put me down. bnci ak mw pkir. ndk ckup2 lg ak ikut smua yg dea ckp. ak pun ndk tw apa yg dea mw. slalu ndk puas hti sma ak. ak mw trus trg psl smua yg jd. pduli la org nmpk. ak ndk kesa. ak rsa mcm ak kna pijak2 bh!

"sam, klu kw bca ne lg. jgn mw suru dlete. ne mmg psl kw. teda lg psl org lain. bnyk kli sda ak ckp. ak mls mw pkir psl e2. d'ungkit jg. ntah mcmna lg mw kc puas hti kw. lpas ne. mnta maaf laa, apa laa. msak sda bh ak sma kw pnya prangai. sory la klu ak ckp kw dri cne. ak sms, mmg kw ndk kn pham. bnyk la lg ak pnya sala apa smua. tq very much. im not prfect as u want la. just go. find another if u want to satisfied yrself. i just cnt stand nymore. just find sum1 yg jauh lg prfect. yg blh jga kw spenuhny."

thts all for him. got no mood nw.

bonecapuppetproperty.

25 December 2009

under construction!!!!

ths blog is under construction. btw. thanks viewing :)

bonecapuppetproperty.

new bloggy.

hmm. ndk than sda ne! thts y re-create lg bru. rndu sma pian. teda yg mw listen sma my story! pian. u're irreplaceable o :)

bonecapuppetproperty.